May 26, 2010

my heart...pouring out.

I ask myself, where did he go?

Did he climb back in the tree?

Did he become restless and leave early?

Did he stop running?

I sit in wonder.

Questioning my King.

It makes no sense.

But I know I must let go.

I am being stretched further than ever.

I am being prepared for a journey unseen.

My heart is being gardened.

I am learning to trust again.

He is my joy.

My peace.

My strength and security.

He is love.

Love so beautiful.

I let go.

I no longer sit in wonder.

I stand with a heart at peace.

I run free.

I run fast.

I run after He, my one and only King.

I cling to my Jesus.

I fall into His love. I fall deeper than ever.

I surrender. Totally.

I begin to dance a new dance.

While in the arms of my King.

As He sings over me.

I will press on.

I will dig deep.

I will embark on this journey.

I will climb this mountain.

I will cling tight.

I will trust hard.

I will carry Him across the nations.

I will SHOUT His name.


So beautiful. So pure.

Unfailing. Unending. Unconditional.


What my heart grabs hold of.

What my heart pours out.

What I long to give.

The love of my King.

The tree will become empty again.

Understanding will be regained.

His heart will surely run again.

He will be changed.

For his warrior I will still be.

“O God, You are my God; I earnestly search for You. My soul thirsts for You; my whole body longs for You in this parched and weary land, where there is no water. I have seen You in Your sanctuary and gazed upon Your power and glory. Your unfailing love is better than life itself, how I praise You! I will praise You as long as I live, lifting up my hands to You in prayer. You satisfy me more than the richest feast. I will praise You with songs of joy. I lie awake thinking of You, meditating on You during the night. Because You are my helper, I sing for joy in the shadow of Your wings. I cling to You, Your strong right hand holds me securely.” Psalm 63:1-8


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